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【OMSE-018】JKストーカー痴漢図書館で見つけた天使たち

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【OMSE-018】JKストーカー痴漢図書館で見つけた天使たち �


Butshecouldnothelpfeelinghowlittleconnexionhereallyhadwithpeople.Theminerswere,inasense,hisownmen;buthesawthemasobjectsratherthanmen,partsofthepitratherthanpartsoflife,cruderawphenomenaratherthanhumanbeingsalongwithhim.Hewasinsomewayafraidofthem,hecouldnotbeartohavethemlookathimnowhewaslame.Andtheirqueer,crudelifeseemedasunnaturalasthatofhedgehogs.

Thegayexcitementhadgoneoutofthewar...dead.Toomuchdeathandhorror.Amanneededsupportaridcomfort.Amanneededtohaveananchorinthesafeworld.Amanneededawife.

Thethreehadsaidtheywouldalllivetogetheralways.ButnowHerbertwasdead,andSirGeoffreywantedCliffordtomarry.SirGeoffreybarelymentionedit:hespokeverylittle.Buthissilent,broodinginsistencethatitshouldbesowashardforCliffordtobearupagainst.

Vaguelysheknewherselfthatshewasgoingtopiecesinsomeway.Vaguelysheknewshewasoutofconnexion:shehadlosttouchwiththesubstantialandvitalworld.OnlyCliffordandhisbooks,whichdidnotexist...whichhadnothinginthem!Voidtovoid.Vaguelysheknew.Butitwaslikebeatingherheadagainstastone.

Hethoughtforamoment,thenflushedveryred.Hewasangryandoffended.

Michaelisobviouslywasn'tanEnglishman,inspiteofallthetailors,hatters,barbers,bootersoftheverybestquarterofLondon.No,no,heobviouslywasn'tanEnglishman:thewrongsortofflattish,palefaceandbearing;andthewrongsortofgrievance.Hehadagrudgeandagrievance:thatwasobvioustoanytrue-bornEnglishgentleman,whowouldscorntoletsuchathingappearblatantinhisowndemeanour.PoorMichaelishadbeenmuchkicked,sothathehadaslightlytail-between-the-legslookevennow.Hehadpushedhiswaybysheerinstinctandsheerereffronteryontothestageandtothefrontofit,withhisplays.Hehadcaughtthepublic.Andhehadthoughtthekickingdayswereover.Alas,theyweren't...Theyneverwouldbe.Forhe,inasense,askedtobekicked.Hepinedtobewherehedidn'tbelong...amongtheEnglishupperclasses.Andhowtheyenjoyedthevariouskickstheygotathim!Andhowhehatedthem!

Michaelisobviouslywasn'tanEnglishman,inspiteofallthetailors,hatters,barbers,bootersoftheverybestquarterofLondon.No,no,heobviouslywasn'tanEnglishman:thewrongsortofflattish,palefaceandbearing;andthewrongsortofgrievance.Hehadagrudgeandagrievance:thatwasobvioustoanytrue-bornEnglishgentleman,whowouldscorntoletsuchathingappearblatantinhisowndemeanour.PoorMichaelishadbeenmuchkicked,sothathehadaslightlytail-between-the-legslookevennow.Hehadpushedhiswaybysheerinstinctandsheerereffronteryontothestageandtothefrontofit,withhisplays.Hehadcaughtthepublic.Andhehadthoughtthekickingdayswereover.Alas,theyweren't...Theyneverwouldbe.Forhe,inasense,askedtobekicked.Hepinedtobewherehedidn'tbelong...amongtheEnglishupperclasses.Andhowtheyenjoyedthevariouskickstheygotathim!Andhowhehatedthem!

Butearlyin1918Cliffordwasshippedhomesmashed,andtherewasnochild.AndSirGeoffreydiedofchagrin.

`Inwhatwaydoesn'titsuither?'heaskedstiffly.


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